το γαλάζιο της θάλασσας

Δεν πιστεύω πως υπάρχει κάτι άλλο που να εκτιμάω όσο εκτιμώ τη θάλασσα.Καταρχήν θα έπρεπε να την γράφω με Άλφα κεφαλαίο,όπως γράφουν οι Χριστιανοί το Θεό με Θ κεφαλαίο.

Όταν την βλέπω ηρεμώ,όταν την ακούω ονειρεύομαι,όταν την μυρίζω με μαγεύει.Όταν μπαίνω μέσα της νιώθω πως ζωντανεύω,πως αλλάζω.Νιώθω πως με αγκαλιάζει η φύση ολόκληρη.Όταν ξαπλώνω στα κύματα μπορώ να αποκοιμηθώ και να δω τα πιο όμορφα όνειρα.Όταν βουτάω και πιάνω τον βυθό νιώθω πως ακουμπάω τη ζωή και το θάνατο μαζί.

Νιώθω όλη την αγάπη που δεν μου έδωσαν ποτέ οι άνθρωποι.Νιώθω την ψυχή μου,βρίσκω τον εαυτό μου.Πιστεύω ειλικρινά πως ακόμη και ένας βίαιος θάνατος στη θάλασσα θα ήταν πιο γαλήνιος από οτιδήποτε άλλο.Η θάλασσα μπορεί να γίνει πολύ βίαια,δεν είναι άλλωστε λίγα τα επικίνδυνα πλάσματα που φιλοξενεί μέσα της ούτε και τα μυστικά που κρύβει είναι λίγα.Τα πτώματα σαπίζουν με ταχύτερους ρυθμούς μεστό θαλασσινό νερό αποκτώντας μια πράσινη σιχαμένη απόχρωση.Τα μολυσμένα από τον άνθρωπο νερά βγάζουν την πιο άθλια οσμή.Στη θάλασσα φιλοξενούνται εκατομμύρια παθογόνα βακτήρια.Παράλληλα,εξακολουθεί να είναι ότι πιο όμορφο υπάρχει αυτό το πλανήτη.

Army Of Me

Stand up
You've got to manage
I won't sympathize
Anymore

And if you complain once more
You'lll meet an army of me

You're alright
There's nothing wrong
Self sufficience please!
And get to work

And if you complain once more
You'll meet an army of me

You're on your own now
We won't save you
Your rescue squad
Is too eshausted

And if you complain once more
You'll meet an army of me 

Aqua :part 1 Water Origins

My memories are unclear.I don’t know if what I have in my mind is my real life or a dream but I will try to tell you the story of Aqua.

I was born this way,always  wet,always playing with water,swimming dreaming about life on the ocean floor.

Nothing changed for me the day the first mutant appeared on TV and showed his powers to the public.I clouded care less about something like that since it wasn’t my business.Of course like anything new and strange, people around me were afraid of the mutants,or even hated them.Some of them joined extreme an organization called “Pure Bloods”.They even wanted me to join them.Why wouldn’t they,I was a hard worker,volunteer for many organizations about the environment and good in front of the public.But I didn’t.Of course that’s when everyone started telling I was a monster banger,a groupie of those mutated humans and that’s was the reason I couldn’t support their job.

Honestly,I had no interest in this world.My world was blue,cruel and beautiful.

My life was in the waves,in the salty water of my mother “the sea”.So as long as those mutants didn’t destroy my world,I had no reason to support them or hate them.

Then,one morning,everything changed.An earthquake in Japan caused a huge tsunami,major destructions in Japan and a nuclear explosion.

This changed everything for me.The water was polluted,and it would stay that way for millions of years,the pollution would grow faster through the food chain,and it would destroy my paradise.

You know what made furies?When an American Mutant,self called “Avalanche” appeared,together with the president of the United States and announced that this was the beginning of a new Era,an era where all the mutants could rule the world as long as they helped America take full property of the natural sources of energy.

Was it the statement?the fact that this was not a natural disaster,but a game between those filthy humans?I don’t know,I still haven’t found out.

All I can remember was that I went for swimming,in Sounio,the most marvelous beach in Greece.I couldn't stop swimming until I found myself miles away from the beach,and felt so tired that I decided to rest for a while,letting myself free on the waves.

I dreamed about my life,my friends who would probably forget about me if I stopped calling them,my sadist father and my half crazy mother.I felt so sad,thinking that my life is completely meaningless.I was trapped in game.The hating game of my father who wanted full control over me,the selfish love game of my mother,who couldn't live without me but still couldn't show me her love.My friends using me always to gain something.The boyfriend who I was using as my sex toy,but couldn’t love him.The world I lived in,a world with no hope,no future,no happiness or love.This dream made me so sad.This meaningless game of the powerful.I think that’s when I started thinking of killing myself.Why not?Death in the arms of my one and only lover.I dived as deep as I could and tried to keep my body underwater.

I think that’s when I……….

I woke up.Why?I was dead,I was gone,I was...confused?I was still in the water,lying on the sand of the ocean floor.How can this be possible?I felt so,so wonderful!I felt like I was a part of the water.I was one with the waves.

I could breath underwater!

Βοa Hancock

My favorite character ever,Boa Hancock is a character from my favorite anime “One Piece”,the only femlae member of the shichibukai,princess of Amazon Lily,an island where only women live.

The basic reason I love her and I cosplayed her,is that she is basicaly just like me.She will never give up on the guy she likes,no matter what.

 

that’s her.

And here is me cosplaying her

 

photoes stoles from Spyros K(sorry dear,I needed them )

Anyway here is what I did to create her

1)Wig,I bought a himme cut black wig,and it was great,but I lended it to a friend before I could use it for the cosplay and she destroyed it,so the hair once more didn’t look that nice

2)Shoes,bought from Sandy S.(the mall athens) for 25 euro,I wanted red heels anyway so I bought them

3) Skirt sewed by my boyfriends mother,and I did the details.That was the hard part.I used fabric colour,but first I had to draw with pencil on the skirt,take measurements and be careful(one single miskate could ruin the whole outfit).Thankfully I did great,and I loved the skirt

4) I bought pink fabric for the belt.

5)I used a red blouse of mine and sewed the pink parts.The problem was that my bf didn’t want my breast exposed,so he ruined mah Hancock.Next time full breast exposure

6)For the snake,I bought 4 stuffed snake toys from Jumbo(toy store in Greece) and sewed them to give it length,then sewed white and yellow fabric on it and painted the details

7) the cape was easy,no need to explain

Merrow Merrow Merrow

Madly in love

Oh and here si a bonus I used for an online one piece rpg game I played.

 

of course based on Boa Hancock

παιδικά βήματα στην ποίηση

Όταν ήμουν στην τρίτη δημοτικού η δασκάλα μας προσπάθησε να μας εξηγήσει τον τρόπο σκέψης ενός ποιητή,στο τέλος του μαθήματος μας ζήτησε να γράψουμε ένα ποίημα.Να πω την αλήθεια ένιωσα πολύ ωραία όταν η μαμά μου με φίλησε για το κατόρθωμα μου.

Σας παρουσιάσω λοιπόν

“ΤΟ ΦΑΡΜΑΚΙ ΤΟΥ ΚΟΣΜΟΥ”

Το φαρμάκι του κόσμου είναι τόσο θλιβερό,

Οι άνθρωποι που γυρίζουν το Χάρο θυμίζουν

Τα ζώα στο δρόμο αθώα,πεινούν

Τα θλιμμένα παιδιά, δεν παίζουνε πια.

Οι τσιγκούνηδες πλούσιοι και οι λυγεροί φτωχοί,

δεν συμβιώνουν χωρίς την καρδιά.

Η κακία του κόσμου είναι αρκετή ενώ η χαρά λιγοστή.

Στον κόσμο πια δεν υπάρχει χαρά,αγάπη ειρήνη και γλυκιά αγκαλιά.

Μακάριο να υπήρχε αγάπη σωστή,παρά να γίνονται πόλεμοι φριχτοί.

Καταρχήν να πω πως ήμουν πόσο? 9 χρονών,και σκεφτείτε τι σκάτε είχανε δει τα ματάκια μου.Αν Μέτα από 10 χρόνια(τώρα δηλ.) κάτσω να ξαναγράψω ποίημα για το Φαρμάκι του Κόσμου,νομίζω πως θα γράψω απλά το εξής:

“Μάγκες,τον ήπιαμε”

Όπως και να χει,εγώ στην συνέχεια ψωνίστηκα πολύ άσχημα και άρχισα να γραφώ κι αλλά ποιήματα,τα όποια και έστελνα σε αρκετούς διαγωνισμούς,εκ των οποίων στους δύο βραβεύτηκα.

Άδου τα έργα τέχνης μου

Καλοκαιράκι

 

Έφτασε το καλοκαίρι,τα βιβλία πετιούνται,

Οι τσάντες αδειάζουν,για να τις γεμίσουν με παιχνίδια,γυαλιά θαλάσσης

και μύρια αντικείμενα σαν κι αυτά.

 

Σαν το σχολείο ξεχαστεί,

θα γεμίσει με παιδιά η παραλία,

που θα λένε στους Γερμανούς τουρίστες

Ρηχά είναι,μπείτε( Rich eine bitte)

Θα προσπαθούν οι Γερμανοί νόημα να βρουν,

μα μέχρι να καταλάβουν,

θα έχουν ήδη τα παιδία,βαθιά βουτήξει/

Και σαν τα παιδάκια βγουν από το νερό

θα πουν οι Γερμανοί με ευγένεια

Α bitte?

και τα παιδία με βλέμμα πονηρό θα πουν

Ρηχά είναι μπείτε.

Και όταν οι Γερμανοί το καταλάβουν και μπουν στο νερό,

και δουν πως είναι βαθιά,θα αρχίσουν τα παιδάκια να κυνηγούν και να φωνάζουν

Komm doch bitte her

και τα παιδάκια θα φωνάζουν

Rich eine bitte

Κι έτσι παιχνίδι πολύ πολύ τρελό

παίζουν το καλοκαίρι τα παιδιά

μα σα φτάσει ο Σεπτέμβρης

κι αδειάσει η παραλία

όλα τα παιδία θα πάνε για καταναγκαστικά έργα.

Το σχολείο αρχίζει.

Αλλά δεν πειράζει,του χρόνου θα ρούνε οι Γάλλοι

και θα φωνάζουν τα παιδιά

Παρήβου Φρανσέ

Μακαρόνια φρικασέ

Πάρε φέτα βερεσέ

 

Ένα έχω να πω γιατί το ποίημα.Αχααα τα έχω ξεχάσει εντελώς τα Γερμανικά μου.

Έχω γράψει κι άλλα ποιήματα,αλλά τα περισσότερα από αυτά μιλάνε για τον ρατσισμό και την προσφυγιά,και μπορεί όταν ήμουν μικρή να μου φαινόταν κάτι φριχτό αλλά τώρα πια έχω συνηθίσει,οπότε κάποια στιγμή θα γράψω ένα πιο ώριμο κείμενο επί του θέματος

My favorite Lyrics ever

Good Charlotte-The River

[Joel]
As I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
Have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
To know that beautiful things
Don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
To know this beautiful place
Isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city with the sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

[Avenged Sevenfold]
You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
Underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
On the boulevard
The dead come back to life

To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't
You'll know

[Joel]
They think that evil comes disguised
Like the city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city with the sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered

Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered (on my own, on my own)

Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered

I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered

Musical Time Travel

Yah see,yesterday I found out an old DVD with many video clips of 2006-2007,I was 15-16 back then and I realized how much my music preferences have changed through the years.Let’s see:

1998- Freestyler.. I was like 7 years old then…the first English song I evah learned

1999-Coma White-Marilyn Manson—Basically that’s how I started listening to metal.I was 8 years old and hated all the fucking racists,and trust me I had met a lot of them.So basically I was thinking that I would love to look like Manson and scare them away.

2000-Alien Ant Farm-Smooth Criminal/Blink 182-All the small things/Green Day-Basket Case/Sex Pistols-Anarchy in the U.K. well changing to Punk ain’t we?

2000-2005 All I was listening to during those 5 years was Good Charlotte.Oh God I was in love with Benji Madden <3 I loved them,their music their style.

2005-2008 Slipknot basically and Anthrax,I was also listening to all the classic metal songs.

2008-2009 Reggae,ska and Oi!…Basically because of my ex-boyfriend but I ended up hating him and loving the music

2009-2010 Lady Gaga Basically

So that’s my story.You can share your stories with me if you want to!

CU